Survivor's Guilt (Making Toast In The Bathroom)

Dear Lord, can I stay at your place?
I'm gonna pack it in, say it was an accident
I'm sure I'm taking up space
My friends are better off then wallow in my hallow cost
I don't mean anything to anyone
I'm right as rain, wrong to stay so block out the sun

This is a note to my family
P.S.- Don't come back for me

(Chorus)
All these roses weighing down on my chest
Raise a bottle for every day that I've lived
We're giving up
We've had enough
I hope you're staying strong
'Cause I know it won't be long

It won't be long

My only exercise
Is running out of time
I fear I'm just existing
I feel like something's missing

So leave me face down
It never works out
I'm stuck in circles and I'm bent out of shape
Nowhere to go
Are you happy now?
I need your hand but you pulled it away

(Chorus)

Hear me out, the grass is never greener
Hear me out, I never wanted to be
[x2]

Hear me out, mom, the grass is never greener
Hear me out, dad, I never wanted to be
Hear me out, mom, the grass is never greener
Hear me out, God, I never wanted to be here

(Chorus)
All these roses weighing down on my chest
Raise a bottle for every day that I've lived
We're giving up
We've had enough
I hope you're staying strong
'Cause I know I don't belong