Surrender

Everybody thinks I'm going mad
Everybody thinks that I got something going on
A bump to the head and it's good gone bad
And I aint even trynna say I think they got it wrong
Life is a game and I keep getting played
Every conversation, they're throwing their shade
I don't even care anymore that's the truth
And everything I say and I do is the proof
I aint gonna cry for ya, I aint losing sleep
I'll sing a little song, tell you how it's gonna be
Everything I do will be my own decision
Anything you say, I aint even gonna listen
I don't give a fuck, I don't need your permission
I'm fighting for myself, in my own competition
Competition, huh, yea

'Cause even if I'm crazy, you can't get me now
They keep going round and around, trynna knock me out
So Imma put my hands in the air
You will not break me down
'Cause Imma put my hands in the air
I surrender, I surrender

Is it any wonder that I'm feeling this alone
My friends got my back until they stop and steal my phone
And I don't really know which of 'em did it
But I shouldn't even have been put in this position
Trynna make money in a job that I hate
Turning up late and I'm drunk, in a state
Guess I got too damn good at hiding it
Got a cake on, never not riding it
And it turns out when it's just me
I don't even know what the fuck I'm trynna be
Listening to Lana, looking in the mirror
I could be a judge, or I could be a killer
Well maybe I was born to die too
Maybe it's luck and I'm born to lose
You can aim high, or you can aim low
But you can't hurt me, I already know

'Cause even if I'm crazy, you can't get me now
They keep going round and around, trynna knock me out
So Imma put my hands in the air
You will not break me down
'Cause Imma put my hands in the air
I surrender, I surrender

You can't break me down
I surrender, I surrender
It's over now
Forever, forever