Suicide Girl

i dont know what shes doing now
last i heard from her she said
she felt as if she should be dead
i guess in fact she usually does
(Repeat)

i never could understand
the fact she aint return my calls
i was the only one to tell her
i love her through all the flaws
i would always be the one
to show her light in the tunnel
i swear to god i need her back
i know she lost in the jungle
know she leave me cant believe me
grew apart so quick
she loves trees like me
the way the new eras fit
she love tommy hilfigers
rug dees an adidas
an match they before heavens
why the feelings have to leave us
but they didnt leave my heart so fast
i still i wish i had her near
an had a beer for her glass
even though i know
thats a downfall for the past
still won the shot for old times sake
an she asks little shot of crown royal
maybe one fifty one so if you see her
let her know plan to having some fun
well guess what today front page
of the daily news my queen
better then being dead
writing what i choose?
well fuck it

i dont know what shes doing now
last i heard from her she said
she felt as if she should be dead
i guess in fact she usually does
(Repeat)

have her seeing jon
so confused an assed out
shell suck any dude off
chasing the cash route
she went from pom poms
to conbuds i watched
her innocence transform
obession to buy drugs
little tootie was a cutie
i swear god caramel complexion
good great with a hair bob
ten years later now she bobbin with head jobs
in an out of strip clubs like a career job
an she cant see that she killing herself
cause a couple always got this joint
feeling her self its ill
how this little girl could be ruthless
she can make a nigga with 3 degrees look stupid
she even try to trick a couple dollars from cupid
emotionally drain ya ass out till ya useless
the price is high when you wanna ride
with a jon thats suicide its just suicide bye bye

i dont know what shes doing now
last i heard from her she said
she felt as if she should be dead
i guess in fact she usually does
(Repeat)

She said i must confess
it turns me on when i cut my flesh
theres nothing left im hollow
i follow death if its a change
from the monday oneday you know my pain
im empty inside my veins pump novacain
sometimes i feel like life isnt real
and my brain is too busy
an my mind will never heal
i can never shut it off
so i rather shut it down
do it right the first time
i aint tryna fuck around
an she smiles for her friends
but the smile is a mask
any memories of happiness
are filed in the past
i could sit in my garage
foot revvin on the gas
a slash an the gasp
or a violent blast
i dont believe in hell
unless its what im in
i wanna free my soul
straight jump outta my skin
she exhale an sighed
eyes open wide
suicide its just suicide well bye bye

i dont know what shes doing now
last i heard from her she said
she felt as if she should be dead
i guess in fact she usually does
so i wanted to explain
i guess she has this strange approach
that makes her seem beyond reproach
till you find out what she is