Subsurface

GoOdByE to my liFe
of a BrokEn man
a WoRld oF ColLapse
buRNt To aSHeS!
alL I'vE Done
wAs in vain!
this stinGiNg pain
sTAmpInG ME!

wOuld YOu lIke to feel liKE ShIT?
i'vE Had eNOUGh OF tHIs!
woUld yOu like tO feEl like thIs IS iT?
I CAn'T TAkE tHis!
woULd You like to feel lIke alL yOU've doNe wAS wroNG?
I'M wOrTHlesS!
Would you lIKe to BlAIM the wOrld For aLl The mistAkEs You've dOnE?

i SwORe By me
I don't CARe abOut mY destinY
buT it SeemS to bE so FAted
bloW me dOWN!
I've got notHiNg
in my clEan hAnds
bEsidEs thE HatE
tHe HATe agAINSt mE!

i hate myselF
i Hate To seNsE
i hAte to Be
I HATe To fAil!

i'M WroNG
if I sAY thEre is NoonE
If I Say nooNE HelpS me
if I say I'm nOt torN

i'M RIGHt
IF I saY there is soMeoNe
If i Say someone hElps mE
but I sEe only mE