Whoever thought a yungen' from a city of rattle snakes Was gon' make it out the grass patch 7 heels had me looking for a deal A hood I couldn't count on the Nasdaq Coming from school, I had tears in my eyes They was picking on me and give me my hat back Now I got enough hats to away It's better days, I refuse to have Nobody thought I what I was doing Nobody believes so would walk me through it But nobody achieved I achieved If only somebody could have just seen I seen Said they for me, don't we all got needs âTil I walk in the room and all just freeze And they all look like s**t If he it now we all got cheese, nah Homie that ain't the way it Especially if you ain't even put in a day of Now they going cause I made it first See I just made it work a cold word, ask my old girl She feel my and I ain't even tryin' to make it hurt And my daddy of me But he got too much to say it out loud for me Got that keyboard off the road in the house for me He coming to my hanging in the crowd for me Man I still my n****s The only thing that I ask is that hold it down for me I rep the 850 yeah I got it tatted on my arm, it ain't nowhere But will say that you changed And they the ones that wouldn't a day in this game Don't get me wrong I ain't saying I stayed the But I guarantee that I will never succumb to the That's bullshit, and y'all know that ain't me But I'd rather up than to stay eighteen goes on and hopfully only great things Travelling the world and seeing s**t I ain't seen Then one day I look at my And realise how I actin' and how I been dressing I realise I can an impression But Lord this is fuckin' depressin' And lord I got some fuckin' questions I think it's for some mo'fuckin' confessions Wake up call, up call My answer to every question was y'allâ All I need is this 9-11 to f**k I just need to find a seven enough flaws My last album ain't do numbers like I to But that was God tryna ask me what I'm do He said âI hate to put right in front of you But you gotta to get out of what you're goin' throughâ Hurdles got jumped, mountains got Til' came and put a fuckin' wall up in my mind Now I'm in the trippin', complainin' and bitchin' That liqour [?] I'm in reminiscing How many told me I was gonna fail Cause I got a list of n****s that can go to They feel like I owe âem something cause know me well Calling me a sellout cause I won't come and smoke a L The n***a that told me I had a hit me 300 to put it up in his mix Now suicide lookin' than hittin' the lick the whole time they knew that I was livin' out my whip But now I see âem, and I even take a it Cause he walk up to me ans say âboy I you was gon' make it And like m**********r do you not just I needed help and you just me sittin' on my ballsâ just wasn't the right life So I told a bullshit to have a nice And all them girls at me from in front of the moon Like how you just gonna go and get a white wife? you b*****s, I did what I did Now I'm running round my mansion doing s**t my kids But now maybe my is too sweet Like I up in that Bugatti and went right back to sleep Deep, I was dreaming, n****s was scheming crabs up in the bucket but y'all just got to feed it And all these b*****s, all want my semen The star checks and ball up in the season But ain't nobody give a when ain't nobody give a f**k Now they got they out asking me to give it up And everytime ask me for something They say âNow you know that I ain't asked you for nothin'â I got loss, I got Credit cards got swiped, got tossed Hundred hundred, dollar after dollar Drinking every kind of liquor then that got swallowed I know I f****d up cause I'm a man So now I'm like my old man He said âYou wanna God laugh? Then up in the sky and try and come up with your own planâ Now I see my n****s want me to win But I won't âem if I keep disrespecting my friends been through it, say they know the feel So all I need is a trip up to