Whoever thought a from a city full of rattle snakes Was ever gon' it out the grass patch 7 heels had me looking for a better A hood n***a I count on the Nasdaq Coming home from school, I had in my eyes They was picking on me and wouldn't give me my hat Now I got hats to give away It's days, I refuse to have flashbacks Nobody thought I knew what I was Nobody believes so nobody would me through it But nobody achieved what I If only somebody could have just what I seen Said they for me, don't we all got needs âTil I walk in the room and all just freeze And all look relieved like s**t If he it now we all got cheese, nah Homie that the way it work Especially if you ain't put in a day of work Now they going crazy cause I it first See homie I just made it It's a cold word, ask my old She feel my pain and I even tryin' to make it hurt And my daddy of me But he got too much to say it out loud for me Got that keyboard off the boarded in the house for me He to my shows hanging in the crowd for me Man I still love my The only thing that I ask is that they hold it for me I still rep the 850 I got it tatted on my arm, it ain't nowhere But motherfuckers say that you changed And they the ones that wouldn't last a day in game get me wrong I ain't saying I stayed the same But I guarantee that I will never succumb to the That's some bullshit, and y'all know that me But I'd rather grow up to stay eighteen Life goes on and hopfully only things Travelling the world and seeing s**t that I ain't Then one day I at my reflection And realise how I been actin' and how I dressing I realise I can an impression But good this is fuckin' depressin' And good lord I got some questions I think it's time for some confessions Wake up call, up call My answer to every was âf**k y'allâ All I need is 9-11 to f**k broads I just need to find a with enough flaws My last album ain't do numbers I wanted to But that was God tryna ask me I'm gonna do He said âI to put obstacles right in front of you But you learn to get out of what you're goin' throughâ Hurdles got jumped, mountains got Til' molly came and put a fuckin' wall up in my Now I'm in the crib trippin', and bitchin' liqour [?] I'm in here reminiscing How n****s told me I was gonna fail Cause I got a list of n****s that can go to feel like I owe âem something cause they know me well Calling me a sellout I won't come back and smoke a L The same that told me I had a hit me 300 to put it up in his mix Now suicide lookin' than hittin' the lick Cause the whole they knew that I was livin' out my whip But now I see âem, and I even take a it Cause he walk up to me ans say âboy I knew you was make it And like m**********r do you not just I needed and you just left me sittin' on my ballsâ That just wasn't the right So I told a bullshit to a nice life And all them girls yellin' at me from in of the moon Like how you just gonna go and get a white wife? you b*****s, I did what I did Now I'm running my mansion doing s**t with my kids But now maybe my life is too Like I woke up in that Bugatti and went right back to Deep, I was dreaming, n****s was scheming Like crabs up in the bucket but y'all just got to it And all these b*****s, all want my semen The collecting checks and ball up in the season But ain't nobody give a f**k when ain't nobody give a Now got they hand out asking me to give it up And everytime they ask me for They say âNow you know that I never asked you for nothin'â I got loss, I got cards got swiped, money got tossed Hundred after hundred, dollar dollar Drinking kind of liquor then that molly got swallowed I I f****d up cause I'm a grown man So now I'm like my old man He said âYou wanna God laugh? Then look up in the sky and try and up with your own planâ Now I see my n****s want me to win But I won't have âem if I keep disrespecting my They been through it, say know the feel So all I need is a up to Stoicville