Whoever thought a yungen' from a city of rattle snakes Was ever gon' it out the grass patch 7 heels had me looking for a deal A hood n***a I couldn't on the Nasdaq Coming from school, I had tears in my eyes They was on me and wouldn't give me my hat back Now I got hats to give away It's better days, I refuse to flashbacks Nobody thought I what I was doing Nobody believes so would walk me through it But nobody achieved I achieved If only could have just seen what I seen Said they for me, don't we all got needs âTil I in the room and they all just freeze And they all look like s**t If he it now we all got cheese, nah Homie that ain't the way it Especially if you ain't even put in a day of Now going crazy cause I made it first See homie I just made it It's a cold word, ask my old She feel my pain and I ain't tryin' to make it hurt And my proud of me But he got too much pride to say it out for me Got that keyboard off the road in the house for me He to my shows hanging in the crowd for me Man I still my n****s The only thing that I ask is that they it down for me I rep the 850 yeah I got it tatted on my arm, it goin' nowhere But will say that you changed And they the ones that last a day in this game Don't get me wrong I ain't saying I the same But I guarantee that I will never to the fame That's bullshit, and y'all know that ain't me But I'd rather grow up than to stay Life goes on and hopfully only great Travelling the world and seeing that I ain't seen one day I look at my reflection And realise how I been and how I been dressing I I can make an impression But good this is fuckin' depressin' And good lord I got fuckin' questions I think time for some mo'fuckin' confessions up call, wake up call My answer to every question was âf**k All I is this 9-11 to f**k broads I just need to find a with enough flaws My last album do numbers like I wanted to But was God tryna ask me what I'm gonna do He said âI hate to put right in front of you But you gotta learn to get out of you're goin' throughâ got jumped, mountains got climbed Til' came and put a fuckin' wall up in my mind Now I'm in the trippin', complainin' and bitchin' That liqour [?] I'm in here How n****s told me I was gonna fail I got a list of n****s that can go to hell They feel I owe âem something cause they know me well Calling me a sellout cause I won't come and smoke a L The same n***a told me I had a hit me 300 to put it up in his mix Now suicide lookin' than hittin' the lick Cause the whole time knew that I was livin' out my whip But now I see âem, and I even take a it Cause he walk up to me ans say âboy I you was gon' make it And like m**********r do you not recall? I needed help and you left me sittin' on my ballsâ just wasn't the right life So I a bullshit to have a nice life And all them girls yellin' at me in front of the moon Like n***a how you just go and get a white wife? F**k you b*****s, I did I did Now I'm running round my mansion doing s**t my kids But now my life is too sweet Like I woke up in that and went right back to sleep Deep, I was dreaming, n****s was scheming Like crabs up in the bucket but y'all got to feed it And all these b*****s, all just want my The star collecting checks and up in the season But ain't nobody give a f**k when ain't give a f**k Now they got they hand out asking me to it up And everytime they ask me for They say âNow you know I ain't never asked you for nothin'â I got loss, I got Credit cards got swiped, money got Hundred after hundred, after dollar Drinking every kind of liquor then that got swallowed I know I up cause I'm a grown man So now I'm like my old man He âYou wanna make God laugh? Then up in the sky and try and come up with your own planâ Now I see my n****s want me to win But I have âem if I keep disrespecting my friends They been through it, say know the feel So all I is a trip up to Stoicville