Still forgave myself damn It's a fucked up shit that go down man You even know the half
Man I been in and outta trouble an adolescents Spoiled rotten, dead fresh, wit no present I got two uncles, Quint and Man and they me straight 7 And 8, I'm countin money while they movin My send me clothes and always tell me come and see him I say aiight but still I feelin like my need him They sendin letters home school, nobody read mines And plus my uncles, doin 10 F.E.D. time Then I started rebellin, began crack Tha thang on the corner wit a Mac 11 After I hear my momma holla homework I say aiight ma, but I got my own work interactin wit fiends at the age of 13 Now my findin rocks in my socks, glocks in my toy box Like damn, why do come to me like this But on the real, it ain't even have to be like (fuck)
Mistakes made on this road to I still ain't myself Ay, what I am I made myself but I ain't forgave myself For to the grave getting closer to death I still ain't forgave my For who ever wondered how I felt I still ain't forgave
At 14 man, thought I knew I'm slangin slabs, trappin hard, movin heavy I an '85 cutlass on some dane-a-danes Now I'm the shit, huh, the blew in 30 days Hardheaded man I listen to anything I'm getting money so, I'm right and I got plenty Besides why I need school, Im'ma be momma If that don't work, then I guess Im'ma be momma But hey I promise make it cause I'm damn good Im'ma get us out this hood and off can goods School a white man game, and it's ran good At 16, my introduction to manhood Blue lights me, damn what I'm gonna do Cause I got 2 of weed and a 3.80 too I everything'll be aiight if I just keep it cool How ya doin officer, what ya mean why I in school Can you search the but, I rather that you didn't Besides it's just a waste of yo time cause nutthin in it (Laugh) I guess that's when I seen, that I ain't know stuck in a place wit freedom I ain't gone get (Damn!)
Mistakes made on road to wealth I ain't forgave myself Ay, I am today I made myself but I still ain't forgave For runnin to the grave getting closer to I still forgave my self For anyone who ever how I felt I ain't forgave myself
all the niggas I was wit when I was doin wrong 3 In the fed, 1 doin life, and 2 and gone Knew there was more to than sellin blow and chopper bustin But what's the good in better if I ain't tell 'em nutthin I knew I coulda told Cap not to shawty Put down the gun, get in the car let 'em live You'll probably get up, and I'll probably have a deal shawty Naw, I ain't scared, I'm just telling ya it is shawty told Endae, Quint, and Kern, man ya covers blow Leave that country town alone, needa come back home Bankhead and J-Rue, I feel like if I was wit 'em woulda never got killed that night if I was 'em Seem I coulda done mo', said mo' Why all my gotta be dead or in the fed fo'? All the time, I just wish that yall ball wit me Sometimes at night I close my eyes, and dream that wit me (damn.)
made on this road to wealth I still forgave myself Ay, I am today I made myself but I still forgave myself For runnin to the getting closer to death I still ain't forgave my For anyone who ever how I felt I still forgave myself
And yea they say I blame myself But I still ain't forgave Fo the made on this road to wealth I still ain't myself Guess this the chance that you take, when dealt the cards I was But I still forgave myself For anybody who ever wondered how I I still ain't forgave myself (Ain't myself)
Yea, for anybody who wondered how I felt Anybody who ever what's wrong wit me, here it is 3 of what's in the heart of T.I.P This song is dedicated to everybody who ain't wit me Cap, damn you fucked up shawty, but you get out If I live to see it, its be on again ya know what I'm sayin And we ain't worry bout goin to jail shawty we legit now Ya know what I'm Cern, Quint, Endae, yall gone get out man And when you do I'll be there shawty Bankhead, J-rue, I'm sorry man, some shit I cant When I get up there, we gone ball again, the gates shawty let me in We ball. J-Rue man I know money ain't worth a friend shawty I up bad man I still ain't forgave myself My momma, I ain't graduate but Hell we now it don't matter. My uncles shit It matter either yall back hell My Lil' boy (music stops) You betta not do the shit I did Or whoop yo muthafuckin ass