My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin' I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn You not have got 'em It was a problem at the post office or somethin'
Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up man, how's your My pregnant too, I'm out to be a father If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Ronnie too, I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I got the underground shit that you did with ScamZ
I got a room full of your posters and pictures, man I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat Truly yours, your biggest fan, this is
My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I see at all And if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Mr i'm too good to call or write my fans, this will be the last package i ever send your ass. its been six month still no word i dont deserve it, i know you got my last two letters i wrote the address on perfect ain't called or wrote, I hope you have the chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer If you want to talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to But you could have signed an for Matthew
That's my little brother, man,he's only 6 old We in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours and ya just said no That's pretty shitty man, like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do
I ain't that mad, but I just don't bein' lied to Remember we met in Denver, you said if I write to you You would write back, see, I'm just you in a way I knew my father neither He used to cheat on my mom and beat her
I can to what you're sayin' in your songs So when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on I don't really got shit else, so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo with name across the chest
Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See, everything you say is real, and I you 'cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk you 24/7
But she don't know you I know you, Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people us growing up You've gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan ever lose yours, Stan. PS, we should be together too
My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr. "I'm too to call or write my fans" be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I don't it? I know you got my last two letters, I the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya me to drive?" You know that by Phil Collins from "The Air In The Night"?
About that guy who could have that other guy from drowning? But didn't? Phil saw it all then at his show he found him? That's kinda how is, you could have rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm
And all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped all o' your off the wall I love you Slim, we could been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it
And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream it I hope conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, shut up bitch, I'm trying to Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk
But I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates, she'll suffer more and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner, but I've just been busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that And here's an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I have missed you think I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you And what's this shit you said about you like to cut wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dawg, c'mon, how up is you?
You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some To help your ass bouncin' off the walls when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your need each other Or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this I just hope it reaches you in
you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' just fine If you'd relax a little, I'm glad that I inspire you, but Why are you so Try to understand that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge And had his in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they a tape but it didn't say who it was to Come to think it his name was, it was you, damn