My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window and I can't see at all And if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I two letters back in autumn You must not got 'em It probably was a problem at the office or somethin'
I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, it, what's been up man, how's your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm out to be a father If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I got the underground shit that you did with ScamZ
I got a room full of posters and your pictures, man I like the shit you did Ruckus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to Truly yours, your fan, this is Stan
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I see at all And if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr i'm too good to call or write my fans, this will be the last package i ever send your ass. its been six month no word i dont deserve it, i know you got my last two letters i wrote the address on them perfect still ain't or wrote, I hope you have the chance I ain't mad, I just it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert you have to But you could have an autograph for Matthew
That's my brother, man,he's only 6 years old We waited in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours and ya said no That's pretty shitty man, you're like his idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do
I ain't that mad, but I just don't bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you if I write to you You would write back, see, I'm just you in a way I never knew my neither He to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to you're sayin' in your songs So when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else, so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for people like us up You've call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan. PS, we should be together too
My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr. "I'm too good to or write my fans" This'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I don't it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, "I drank a of vodka, ya dare me to drive?" You know that song by Collins from "The Air In The Night"?
that guy who could have saved that other guy from drowning? But didn't? Phil saw it all then at his show he found him? kinda how this is, you could have rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I all o' your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we could have been together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch, I'm trying to talk Hey Slim, that's my screaming in the trunk
But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you if she suffocates, she'll suffer more and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send shit out?
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but just been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that And here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on your starter cap
I'm sorry I see you at the show, I must have missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally, to diss you And what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dawg, c'mon, how fucked up is
You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get some And what's this shit about us meant to be That type of shit'll make me not want us to each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need other Or maybe you just to treat her better I you get to read this letter I hope it reaches you in time
you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' just fine If you'd relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you, but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was with his kid And in the car they found a tape but it say who it was to to think about it his name was, it was you, damn