(For all it's worth) (To in the spotlight)
What if life was simple as a if my partner wasn't crippled from a drug? What if my other never caught a slug? What if our actually gave a fuck? Another suit, another black suit Police to see another black shoot His mother's make up on my arms, cryin' I'm the only son that she's got now that he's gone What if the ghetto heard an instrumental? And we didn't have rap shit all we had was metal? You telling me if we couldn't shoot a Our lives still got involved? And what if I never out of Denver that winter for new beginnings My father started his business and traded family for You telling me that my auntie will still a house to live in And JoJo be writing me from prison? But fuck it is life with it or get dealt with I'm in my smoking alone like I'm selfish Cause' some days the sun's hard to Dad turns his son wears his
But look closer see the of a lion and stones couldn't damage my bones harder then iron 170 Pounds with the walk of a So defiant I pop a Valium, turn up the Turn up the Turn up the Turn up the
For all that it's To in the spotlight All of my demons come to And all it was And all it could be Is lost in the darkness of the
Why I die? (To in the spotlight) Why should I kill myself for You'd let me (To in the spotlight) You'd let me die for you
Look, what if wasn't part of success? Would the people I used to be with never left? What if making a name didn't come with I that fame's a pre-cursor to death Death of a friendship, of a family, death of a man The misunderstood are always dead before understand at ceiling fans, chop up milligrams, draw a pentagram Lucifer's not a rumor in the band, (damn) Liquor and on my Converse Bright lights and concerts And right next to the gun on my dresser Are plastic bottles of peer pressure And I'm ready to cave, I in a cage How can I be a hero when I'm the one needing Forty-eight hour days of this fast living Me and my no Jeremy Piven, listen better to burn out then fade away is what Kurt said I felt the until I saw his daughter and thought as a father What if tomorrow, the only I could her was dying? Started crying then popped a turned up the volume
Turn up the Turn up the Turn up the
For all that it's To live in the All of my demons come to And all it was And all that it be Is in the darkness of the night
Why should I (To in the spotlight) Why should I myself for you? let me die? (To in the spotlight) let me die inside for you
So you do when the cop lights into a stage and a spotlight? And around you starts to hate 'cause you got right And feel entitled like I'm supposed to stop living my Well this ain't 2Pac, this Em's show This Jigga man, this that Kells flow This C-town nineteen-double-X rep so Welcome to my here's a ticket to the next show (Spotlight) Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next