(For all that worth) (To in the spotlight)
if life was simple as a hug? What if my partner crippled from a drug? What if my homie never caught a slug? What if our parents actually a fuck? Another black suit, black suit Police to see another black shoot His make up smearing on my arms, cryin' Cause' I'm the only son that she's got now he's gone What if the never heard an instrumental? And we didn't this rap shit all we had was metal? You telling me if we shoot a ball Our lives got shooting involved? And what if I never left out of Denver winter for new beginnings My father his business and traded family for riches? You telling me that my auntie will have a house to live in And wouldn't be writing me from prison? But fuck it is life Deal it or get dealt with I'm in my room smoking like I'm selfish Cause' some the sun's hard to face Dad turns his son his face
But look see the heart of a lion Sticks and stones couldn't damage my bones harder then 170 Pounds with the of a giant So I pop a Valium, turn up the volume up the volume Turn up the up the volume
For all it's worth To live in the All of my demons to life And all it was And all that it be Is lost in the darkness of the
Why I die? (To in the spotlight) Why should I kill myself for let me die? (To in the spotlight) You'd let me die for you
Look, what if money part of success? Would the people I used to be friends with left? What if making a name didn't come with I think fame's a pre-cursor to death Death of a friendship, of a family, death of a man The misunderstood are always dead before 'they' Staring at ceiling fans, chop up milligrams, draw a Lucifer's not a rumor in the band, (damn) Liquor and on my Converse Bright lights and concerts And right to the gun that's on my dresser Are plastic orange of peer pressure And I'm ready to cave, I in a cage How can I be a hero I'm the one needing saved Forty-eight hour of this fast lane living Me and my entourage no Piven, listen better to burn out then fade away is what Kurt said I felt the until I saw his daughter and thought as a father What if tomorrow, the only I could spoil her was Started crying then popped a Valium turned up the
Turn up the up the volume Turn up the
For all it's worth To in the spotlight All of my demons to life And all it was And all that it be Is lost in the darkness of the
Why should I (To in the spotlight) Why should I kill myself for let me die? (To in the spotlight) let me die inside for you
So what you do when the cop Turn into a and a spotlight? And everyone you starts to hate 'cause you got right And feel entitled like I'm supposed to stop my life? Well this ain't 2Pac, this Em's show This ain't Jigga man, this Kells flow This that nineteen-double-X rep so Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next (Spotlight) Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next