(For all it's worth) (To in the spotlight)
What if life was simple as a if my partner wasn't crippled from a drug? What if my other homie never a slug? What if our parents gave a fuck? Another suit, another black suit Police to see another black shoot His make up smearing on my arms, cryin' Cause' I'm the only son she's got now that he's gone What if the ghetto heard an instrumental? And we didn't have this rap shit all we had was You telling me if we shoot a ball Our lives still got involved? And if I never left out of Denver that winter for new beginnings My father started his and traded family for riches? You telling me that my auntie will still have a house to in And JoJo wouldn't be me from prison? But it this is life Deal it or get dealt with I'm in my room smoking like I'm selfish some days the sun's hard to face Dad turns his son his face
But closer see the heart of a lion Sticks and stones couldn't my bones harder then iron 170 Pounds the walk of a giant So defiant I pop a Valium, up the volume up the volume Turn up the Turn up the
For all that worth To live in the All of my demons to life And all it was And all it could be Is in the darkness of the night
Why I die? (To in the spotlight) Why should I kill myself for You'd let me (To in the spotlight) let me die inside for you
Look, what if wasn't part of success? the people I used to be friends with never left? What if a name didn't come with regrets? I think that fame's a pre-cursor to Death of a friendship, of a family, death of a man The are always dead before 'they' understand Staring at fans, chop up milligrams, draw a pentagram not a rumor he's in the band, (damn) Liquor and vomit on my Bright lights and packed And right to the gun that's on my dresser Are plastic orange bottles of pressure And I'm to cave, I live in a cage How can I be a hero when I'm the one needing hour days of this fast lane living Me and my entourage no Jeremy Piven, It's better to burn out then fade away is Kurt said I felt the same I saw his daughter and thought as a father if tomorrow, the only I could spoil her was dying? Started then popped a Valium turned up the volume
up the volume Turn up the up the volume
For all that it's To in the spotlight All of my demons come to And all it was And all that it be Is lost in the darkness of the
Why I die? (To in the spotlight) Why should I kill for you? let me die? (To in the spotlight) You'd let me die for you
So what you do when the cop Turn into a stage and a And everyone around you starts to hate 'cause you got And feel entitled I'm supposed to stop living my life? Well this ain't 2Pac, ain't Em's show This Jigga man, this that Kells flow This C-town nineteen-double-X rep so to my life here's a ticket to the next show (Spotlight) Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next