Spent So Long

"Spent So Long"
Jamie Harrison

Sometimes these nights without you are the worst I've ever had.
I feel so scared you'll be in my dreams.
Then I would wake to find that I'm cold and alone in bed.
So sometimes I just don't go to sleep.

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In my mind I've tried to set fire to the memories of me and you.
But inside my heart they just won't burn.
So I wait here holding on at a table set for two.
Hoping that someday you'll return.

I've spent so long looking at the wrong side of the girl who was just so right.
I've spent so long looking for the best way to break our fall.
I've spent so long looking at the wrong side of the girl who was just so right.
That I failed to see that we had it all, we had it all.

One wish, one dream, one hope, one false reality.
But these days there's only one night stands.
As I try to find a way to keep you off my mind.
Cause now you're now in love with some other man.

I've spent so long looking at the wrong side of the girl who was just so right.
I've spent so long looking for the best way to break our fall.
I've spent so long looking at the wrong side of the girl who was just so right.
That I failed to see that we had it all.

'Cause I don't even want to be here
If I won't be holding you my dear.
'Cause I don't even want to be here
If I won't be holding you my dear.

I've spent so long looking at the wrong side of the girl who was just so right.
I failed to see that we had it all.
I've spent so long looking at the wrong side of the girl who was just so right.
I've spent so long looking for the best way to break our fall.
I've spent so long looking at the wrong side of the girl who was just so right.
That I failed to see that we had it all.