Sorry

Am I that scary or are you only indifferent?
Are you ashamed to show me?
Sometimes I know I can be different.
Are you proud of me,
Those nights when I sing at the restaurant,
Or would you prefer to be free?
Just too busy to keep your arms open.

Am I just too strange,
To be a girl, more than a friends?
Could we speak seriously?
Right now I swear to you I wont ask for it often.
Would you forgive me,
If I'd cry while you're having fun!
Would you pretend to be free,
The minute you were alone with that girl?

Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy,
Lost between regrets and melancholy,
But give me a reason to be less insecure.
Maybe Im much too close to fantasy
Miles away from reality.
Sorry if I'm unable to hear anymore!

Am I really that angry,
Or are you just too stoned?
Well it's driving me crazy.
You may think I'm always paranoid about being wrong,
But this pain that cuts so deeply!
Tell me, is this the way I was born,
Now I feel rude just like I've been for so long.

Have I spoken clearly?
Should I still wait for the sun?
Stop feeding me with stories or apologies,
I've already learned to be strong,
But keep your hands off of me!
'Cause you know that I won't run!
Then once again probably,
How I'll swear I'll never ever be that dumb!

Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy,
Lost between regrets and melancholy,
But give me a reason to be less insecure.
Maybe I'm much too close to fantasy,
Miles away from reality,
But apologies,I just can't believe anymore!
Sorry I just if I'm unable to hear anymore!