Something I Never Had

Do you see me? Do you feel me like I feel you?
Call your number I cannot get through
You don't hear me and I don't understand
When I reach out, oh I don't find your hand

Where they wasted words and did they mean a thing?
And all that precious time but I still feel so in between

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

Oh I keep tellin' myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale oh where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes? Have you lying here again

Then I come back down and then I fade back in
And then I realize it's just what might have been

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

Am I a shadow on your wall?
Am I anything at all? Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep?
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all?

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

You don't see me
You don't feel me like I feel you