Solifluction

The only word that made it's way through your lips was "sorry".

Deep down in me,
where the chaos dwells.
I set all of my sentinels,
but they never seem to work;
their heads bowed down,
obeying the world outside.
How can I breath this air of suicide?

What have you done?
it's always easier to run
you stained your soles
As I slit my wrists
bled out all my inner self
I've scuppered my promises
trying to find compromises.
And I stare at the sky
as my life's no more in disguise.

I feel like I didn't try hard enough this time,
cause you suddenly turned like rain in my eyes.
you suddenly turned..
you suddenly turned like rain
you turned like rain in my eyes.

It almost feels like we ran away from our yesterdays,
And I'm not sure if I have the strength to remain.
I almost fell over my idiosyncratic memories,
And the only word that made its way through your lips was "sorry".
Such a shame that we waste part of our existence
in the chasing of something that could end in instants.
But remember: the hardest part of reaching the end
Is not standing up again, but finding your way back home.

Find your way back (find your way)
Find your way back
Find your way back home

The heart that I gave away with ease
got lost like a cold breath in the breeze.
Such a shame we waste part of our existence
in the chasing of something that could end in instants.
I hope my sorrow could reach you whole
and in your heart my absence dig a hole.
The words you spoke have lost all meaning.
Because of you I'm slowly disappearing.

Like a drop in the open water,
I am slowly disappearing.
Like a grain into a storm,
I am slowly disappearing.
Like a smile in a rainy day,
I am slowly disappearing.
Like mist collapsed with smoke,
I am slowly disappearing.
Among those stapled faces,
They can see right through me.
Hiding the consciousness in between
the memories we burned, goodbyes behind a screen.
My inside is frozen over,
And your presence flees further and further.
And when all shatters and my spirit is gone
I'm slowly turned into stone.