So Real

(Crayzee Joe)
You say you don't know me like "Who is this guy?"
I've been askin that question since the day I
Was just a kid and I thought that my
Dad didn't want me, pushed me to the side
Then my mom told me she met this new guy
Put on a white dress and then she was his bride
Said he'd be my dad, I didn't know why
But I'd rather feel love than feel like I died
But I was more dead than you probably know
Held onto some things I shoulda let go
More like they held me until I was grown
And it's hard to see clear when you stuck in that zone
But you wanna know what was killin me?
The anger and hate that was fillin me
But I let that go and that let go of me
And now you see somethin that's so real in me!

Hook:
Now I got somethin so real in me, you never cared how I feel
What you have no longer appeals to me cuz now I got somethin so real!
Now I got somethin so real in me, something you never could steal
Don't even want you to get near to me cuz now I got somethin so real!

(Young Noah)
I was only 10 years old when you told me I would never be nothin
When them words cut in my soul, that's when I knew you could never be trusted
I don't mean to bring up old memories leaving me disgusted
That's then I decided that I would be the greatest and slaughter all rivalry
But I had to focus my energy and I had to let the depression flee
No longer did I care for you to be proud of me, Father God it was just me & thee
I wanted a crown in your ministry, nothing is stopping me
Drugs, lust, pornography - living holy ground I'm private property
Only highest praise sung from this opry
(Thi'sl)
Now I got something so real in me, all of this pain has revealed to me
I am my own worst enemy, you'll get no more of my energy
You took my weakness and made it your strength but my weakness my strength when I trust it to Christ
I can't believe that I trusted my life to you but now I have no choice but to fight
You Buster Douglas and I'm Iron Mike, It's the 12th round it's the fight of my life
You try your best to throw shade on my life but I call on my savior, send angels to fight
You can't take my life, this pain it gets real
I'm saved and i'm sealed, my savior he lives!

Hook:
Now I got somethin so real in me, you never cared how I feel
What you have no longer appeals to me cuz now I got somethin so real!
Now I got somethin so real in me, something you never could steal
Don't even want you to get near to me cuz now I got somethin so real!

(Crayzee Joe)
You say you don't know my daughter, all you ever did her was harm!
Don't remember? Well let me pull out this picture, you can take a good look at her arms!
And wipe that smile off your face, I know you know what you did
The next time you're lookin for someone to harm take me leave your hands off my kid!
Oh wait, I almost forgot, remember you tried that before
You had me poppin them antidepressants but nah I don't need em no more
I swear you still out there lurkin but I guess you no longer feelin me
You musta realized I'm a waste of your time cuz now I got somethin so real in me!

Hook:
Now I got somethin so real in me, you never cared how I feel
What you have no longer appeals to me cuz now I got somethin so real!
Now I got somethin so real in me, something you never could steal
Don't even want you to get near to me cuz now I got somethin so real!