Snowstorm

Bloodtrails in the snow
Someones dying, that's all I know
But the fear of something loathing
Pains my heart

I can hear the ice crack under me
My washed up mind is calling me
For four simple words
The more they're used
The less they're heard

Where's my life I am lost
Through the snowstorm
It's unspoken
Through the snowstorm
I lose hope
Through the snowstorm
Of the lost

It hurts inside my head
I'm dying in my bed
I close my life inside
And I'll soon be dead
When my world explodes
Will I ever see clearly?

Father, forgive me I am frail
I used my words in the wrong way
Left the cord unplugged
Didn't hear what I had to say
Mother, please watch me where I stand
The imprinted message
Stayed closed in my hand
Didn't speak my mind
It's all gone in the storm

It hurts inside my head
I'm dying in my bed
I close my life inside
And I'll soon be dead
When my world explodes
Will I ever see clearly?

Leave me out
And draw the line
It's all in due time

My life is defined by the lack of decisions,
How can I restrict myself so much
I feel it in the air, I feel it in me