Snow in October

[Verse 1]
Feelings will change, but I never feel in love
And time doesn't waste, but won't fill the holes you dug
Memories fade, but I hold on to my love
I stay awake, wishing on stars above
I try not to think about the ways that it's coming down
The things that I was feeling then
I don't want to feel again
Deep breaths coming in and out
One kick and I'm coming down
The things that I never said
I don't wanna hold them in

[Chorus]
It snowed in October, when I wanted rain
I don't think I'm changing
But I don't feel the same
And all of my pieces that I gave away
I'm burning my body so I can stay warm

[Verse 2]
I tried to grow, but I never change enough
I tried to be [?], will somebody hold the plug?
All that I was, crumbled beneath your weight
[?] in the night, and love withers into hate
I try not to think at all
The room never felt so small
I heard all the words you said
Coloring my bones in red
Have we lost the coastline yet?
How deep does the water get?
The waves go above my head
I don't want to hold my breath

[Chorus]
It snowed in October, when I wanted rain
I don't think I'm changing
But I don't feel the same
And all of my pieces that I gave away
I'm burning my body so I can stay warm

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
It snowed in October, when I wanted rain
I don't think I'm changing
But I don't feel the same
And all of my pieces that I gave away
I'm burning my body so I could stay