Small Conversations At Parties

[Verse 1]
What do you say at a party?
When people wanna know how you started
Will you work for free on their project
Now I gotta tell them I'm charging
It's hard to really come off as modest
Then you look away when you saw me
I'm tryna not to treat you as an object
But I just wanna.. on your body
Yeah

[Hook]
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, ay
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, woah, woa
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, ay yeah
At least I'm finally being honest with myself yeah, woah, woa

[Verse 2]
I think I'm staying at the party
She ask me why I'm so guarded
My first relationship was cheated on
And I know everyone's been cheated on
But that's my point
I know that's dark it's just a thought I wrote
I hope you get it and don't read it wrong, ay
But maybe sit there and you sing along, ay
I promise I'm still trying to
Be a, be a part of this world
Like a normal human being
Maybe say less depressing shit in office conversation (sorry)
Just got out of situation cos the pills that I was taking man
You know with drugs no vacation yeah

[Hook]
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, ay
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, woah, woa
At least I'm finally being honest with myself, ay yeah
At least I'm finally being honest with myself yeah, woah, woa

[Bridge]
Tell me it's okay
To feel this way
We spend our days
Tryna find some place
We don't even know exists
Oh shit there goes our faith, yeah
There goes our..

[Outro]
Don't leave the party till it's over
In the morning..
Don't leave the party..