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One] So are no misconceptions let's clear it up spit it from my heart, I'm tired of tearing up Why won't you just admit, I was ready to You was on your material shit like my ring good enough I put myself at a disadvantage, manners Could barely to wake in the morning, was so sad Drowning myself in alcohol, and blaming it all on And my financial wasn't even that low You promised you would love me if I went broke You to love my previous children, what a joke We knew the end result when you're mom me a nigger, I never considered The that I'd take a bullet for would be the same one behind the trigger like a great conversation stopped in mid-sentence She said she'd changed her mind, her new one hasn't made a To light your cigarettes I set myself on fire Loving you than I did myself but felt I was on trial You did what was for my child no problem so I moved in always be found guilty in the court of a one side chick Was one of them relationships where nobody But it was cheaper to her like a lease when you over the miles you'll wake up knowing that you lost a precious diamond While you were out collecting stones, so trifling Go 'head and in Gomorrah, you ain't taking my daughter Wanna walk out of my life? hold the door open for ya Sleep in
[Verse Now as I look up at the sky I'm getting really tired of playing Mr. Guy When you refused to love me back, bitch you must be But so fine and that's just making my anger intensify And plus you God, I raise my hand and testify Then put it on my father's grave I really tried I went my own life advise, you're my demise, both of us can not survive Unless you get out of my life, I swear I've had my cry My name is Derek and I you the best way I can My braids and famous name pierced right through your Blood's my love letter And your desire to be desired pushed you in the arms of who you thought was She said, "I swear I didn't with him" Of course you didn't, cause you was wide awake you was cheating with him Fuck marriage, your excuses, and fuck answers And fuck wedding rings, they're the world's handcuffs of castration for every missed call When me busting a nut on your face was better than a Hallmark Don't eight men with guns Fear one woman with a grudge, when you no longer want the My heart was a transmission while my world shifted Feeling like killing a whore ass Robert Willie Pickton art thou amongst women though But stop claiming you're my mate when you ain't even got a soul in scarlet
[Verse I keep the wrong ones like a sickness Only time that I say "I do" is in of "not trust bitches" In secret I if we could have weathered the storm 'Til do us part like Adolf Hitler and Eva Braun I'd be lying if I I didn't have regrets Let's get our license, have 'em write it on an Etch A Sketch I think if I to her doorstep and she seen me hurtin' I could turn it all around and she would take me back for Maybe it's my past relationships that's Or, maybe I was using you to fill all my And if Picasso was he would've painted you But you're insane and loose, forsaken for (?) The world is and fucked We're living in a world where no longer appreciated, it is hated and mocked I'm like an animal that's been out of a zoo But true, you are what you love and not what loves you But now I'm riding right, cause our life Was like a bit of keeping me up out of the limelight Put it to how women change to vipers And numbers and condoms are a lot easier to change than diapers It's kind of bizarre and, momma should have named you Carmen Cause the only thing you talk about are cars and men You'll probably get caught up and with chloroform You can me whatever you want, but call me gone Sleep in