Flames to dust, to friends Why do all good come to an end? Flames to dust, lovers to Why do all things come to an end?
One] So there are no let's clear it up spit it from my heart, I'm tired of tearing up Why won't you admit, I was ready to commit You was on material shit like my ring wasn't good enough I put myself at a disadvantage, emotional Could barely manage to in the morning, was so sad Drowning in alcohol, and blaming it all on myself And my status wasn't even that low You promised you would love me even if I went You promised to my previous children, what a joke We knew the end when you're mom called me a nigger, I never considered The woman I'd take a bullet for would be the same one behind the trigger With like a great conversation stopped in She she'd changed her mind, her new one hasn't made a difference To light your cigarettes I set myself on fire Loving you more than I did myself but I was on trial You did was best for my child no problem so I moved in You'll always be found in the court of a one side chick Was one of relationships where nobody smiles But it was to keep her like a lease when you over the miles Someday you'll wake up knowing that you lost a diamond While you out collecting regular stones, so trifling Go 'head and live in Gomorrah, you ain't my daughter Wanna walk out of my I'll hold the door open for ya Sleep in
[Verse Now as I up at the night sky I'm getting tired of playing Mr. Nice Guy When you refused to love me back, bitch you be high But you're so and that's just making my anger intensify And plus you God, I raise my hand and testify Then put it on my father's that I really tried I against my own life advise, you're my demise, both of us can not survive Unless you get out of my life, I swear had my last cry My name is Derek and I you the best way I can My and famous name pierced right through your skin Blood's my liquid letter And your desire to be desired pushed you in the of who you thought was better She said, "I swear I didn't sleep him" Of you didn't, cause you was wide awake while you was cheating with him Fuck marriage, excuses, and fuck your answers And fuck wedding rings, they're the world's handcuffs Threats of castration for every call me busting a nut on your face was better than a Hallmark card Don't fear eight men with Fear one woman with a grudge, you no longer want the buns My heart was a broken while my world shifted like killing a whore ass like Robert Willie Pickton Blessed art thou women though But stop you're my soul mate when you ain't even got a soul Sleep in
[Verse I attracting the wrong ones like a sickness Only time I say "I do" is in front of "not trust bitches" In secret I wonder if we could have weathered the death do us part like Adolf Hitler and Eva Braun I'd be lying if I said I didn't regrets Let's get our marriage license, 'em write it on an Etch A Sketch I think if I to her doorstep and she seen me hurtin' I could turn it all and she would take me back for certain it's my past relationships that's dangerous Or, maybe I was you to fill all my emptiness And if Picasso was alive he would've you But insane and loose, forsaken love for (?) The world is and fucked We're living in a where love's no longer appreciated, it is hated and mocked I'm like an animal been kicked out of a zoo But it's true, you are what you love and not loves you But now I'm riding right, cause our relationship Was like a bit of lemon keeping me up out of the Put it to memory how change to vipers And phone numbers and condoms are a lot to change than diapers It's of bizarre and, your momma should have named you Carmen Cause the only thing that you talk about are and men You'll get caught up and abducted with chloroform You can call me whatever you want, but me gone Sleep in