One day I'ma get it
[Verse 1: life can leave you confused What is What is brown? is up? What is down? What is What is found? Got my head up in the tryin' find solid ground Maybe I to fly, mama told me I'm special And right I believe that Have I changed? ay 'joe', where the at I never drank before, now I'm out on Mama probably be ashamed if she found out Over confidence, I swear I hold my liquor better than this But night damn it I was reckless as shit I started a condom but she pulled that shit off And I kept goin' I just went in it raw At the blackjack table we our match-making Hotel keys and next was your back breaking And here I am in I'm gambling more than chips I pray my dick don't fall off in the morning and I'm I think I'm paranoid, I'm paranoid They at me like they know it, are they clairvoyant? I'm to normal in a couple days But I repeat the same and so the trouble stays
Omen] Ay look inside my conscience When I get to doors, I ain't knockin' It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get to my humble ways I repeat the same mistakes and so the stays inside my guilty conscience When I get to heaven's doors, I ain't It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get back to my ways I the same mistakes and so the trouble stays One day I'ma get it
[Verse 2: My nigga miss his pops, he locked for 20 years Used to write him from the block, all his bout the block He would tell him bout his peers, the niggas that was The on the block, he ain't leave em many options And in turn he from em Got in some dirt but the he earned from it Now its been months and my nigga heard from him But Harlem to Hollis, say they the birds from em I'm like, "Learn it" You headin' down the your father did He said, "Nigga you my pops, I'm getting it how I live" Hustler's only hustle, nigga employ their kids The Senior out on parole, just caught a bid That's 20 Plenty more time, am I Did he the wrong decisions? Did he have a choice? Ain't speakin' for him, do he have a voice He ain't on my TV screen, shit, not on my city Get a HBO special, 'How to make it in Facing your devils, your Why you made your sun set when you made son settle How you with yourself, yourself?
Look inside my guilty When I get to heaven's doors, I knockin' It seems I'm in the allure, gotta get back to my humble ways I repeat the same mistakes and so the stays Look inside my guilty When I get to heaven's doors, I knockin' It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get to my humble ways I the same mistakes and so the trouble stays One day I'ma get it
[Verse 3: 60 miles an hour for that wall the edge of the cliff is all I saw No revelations, no flashin' white I'm thinkin' me and Jesus reunite I died tryna make this And God must've in the stars Cause shit, man I totalled my car All I'm thinkin' bout is how I'm out here bad bitches What happened to that shy boy in all my class Lord if you hear me got a couple wishes I'm tryin' make it home but I'm swingin' at bad The allure, I just be a better man Get a woman, inspire my ghetto friends put my life in perspective that it's never been Watch me fly to Neverland, I will never Man, I pledge I stand for those that can't stand for Like for paraplegics Now I know who I am, I'm quiet and stubborn I'm more lightning than thunder, ignored advice the dumbest See I used to wanna be the rapper in the booth But the rapper is just the best actor, so I rather give you truth I'm 32 years old still out here on the never too late and trust me nigga I'm the proof Never be afraid, be a slave to what these niggas say Cause don't nobody know, its your time to go I'm dreams till I see the coffin, that's fasho And if I die broke, so be it my nigga But I can guarantee that see it my nigga They tell me it's rarely done And I guess that makes sense I'm the rarest one
Now inside my guilty conscience When I get to heaven's doors, I ain't It seems I'm in the allure, gotta get back to my humble ways I repeat the same mistakes and so the trouble inside my guilty conscience When I get to heaven's doors, I knockin' It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get back to my ways I repeat the same mistakes and so the stays One day get it right