Silver lining

Glistening light
comes pouring through the curtains every time.
I try my best to protect your sleeping eyes.
I wake up to believe that was my light.

Is this right?
To keep all of this boiling up inside
To face my fears my regrets are behind me.
To take a chance neither of us have tried.
So many times
You existentialize to points
That I fall into line to reach you in the dark.

I'm a patron saint of chasing after all these
Satan excuses
Perception of your after with mine
I don't feel like myself
Waking up mesmerized and
not knowing how that feels
I want to recognize me

Flowing wide
Your hair is tangled
You seem to be alright
I digress in a way that gives you time to
Love yourself enough maybe I'm blind
That's fine
I needed this reminder to make my own advice seem right

I'm a patron saint of chasing after all these
Satan excuses
Perception of your after with mine
I don't feel like myself
Waking up mesmerized and
not knowing how that feels
I want to recognize me

I'm a patron saint of chasing after all these
Satan excuses
Perception of your after with mine
I don't feel like myself
Waking up mesmerized and
not knowing how that feels
I want to recognize me