Shortcomings

This party is nearly over
Lately, love feels cynical
Calloused mind of self-destruction
Lately I don't know

Don't be so self-destructive
I can't hide, I'm feeling fallow
Don't be so self-destructive
This list seems so endless
Just wanna plateau
Don't be so self-destructive
Erase, please erase it all
Don't be so self-destructive
This isolation stops me feeling more

I cannot bare to see my thorn
Disconnection, disconnection
I shouldn't blame if she's on flow
Disconnection, disconnection
I keep guard and I feel less strong
Disconnection, disconnection
Here where our bodies don't belong
Disconnection, disconnection

Found a way to love the world
I am tired out, I am
I'm tired out
Found a way to love the world
I remember the place where I first felt ashamed
Of my body and space
I was wrong, I was wrong

I cannot bare to see my thorn
Disconnection, disconnection
I shouldn't blame if she's on flow
Disconnection, disconnection
I keep guard and I feel less strong
Disconnection, disconnection
Here where our bodies don't belong
Disconnection, disconnection

Please just hold out
You gotta hold out, it will come
Let's talk about
When we were young and nothing mattered
Hold out, hold out and come
Please just hold out, hold out and come
And you've gotta hold out, hold out and come
I can't help feelin' helpless
Hold out, hold out, it'll come
Can't promise, almost over
Hold out, hold out, it'll come
I'm sorry, it's always been there