Shlishting (Chris)

Ive been sitting beside myself
at the edge of the earth,
trying to find a
reason for why were still here
and why were still fighting.
And yesterday after the battles had ensued,
I think to myself about all these families,
and how theyre missing a member now,
if its not them its me,

I dont take pleasure in this
no choice, no options, no remorse
am I the martyr or the ghost?
am I the martyr, am I the ghost?

Taking these tainted miss lead lives,
is what a man like me only knows how to do,
forgive these hands,
forgive these eyes,
for the things theyve done
and the things theyve seen
and the things theyre about to do

lets make it through this night
lets makes everything right
lets make it through this night
lets make it out alive!

chris