She Didn't Want

She was surrounded by a warm glow
She felt calm and relaxed
For a change

It all started to seem so funny to her
So meaningless, so beautiful
For a change

She didn't want to kill
She didn't want to die
She didn't want to live
She didn't want to lie

All hunger was gone
All desire
She didn't care what was on the television today

She didn't want to know
She didn't want not to know
She didn't want
For a change

She didn't want to suffer
She didn't want to bleed
She didn't want to masturbate
She didn't want to need

The universe was singing to her
She was singing
The universe was breathing to her
She was breathing
The universe was crying to her
She was crying

She was feeling it all
And it was so much for her
Almost too much for her
She passes out

She wakes up years later
No time has passed
Nothing has changed
No news is good news
She says