She Cheated Again

To be honest I didn't even want to make this
I knew the topic I would talk about
was frowned upon and heavily debated
Everybody thinks I'm happy but I'm not and this here is my confession
How I let a girl destroy me and then
push me to the point of this depression
Ya I'm talking about that do or die
Ya I'm talking bout that suicide
Got all these cars man but who gon ride?
Fucked my friend a couple times
Told me all those fucking lies
So I wrote a song so you could find out how I felt inside
I swear to God I almost shot myself a couple times
I should be dead
So I had a talk with god and he told me I'd be hard
so I asked if I could stay and he could take you instead
Remember all the shit that you was telling me?
How you loved me and wasn't nobody above me now
it's funny all the shit that you promised is just a memory
You gave me something to believe in then you broke me into pieces
and it's fucking with me mentally
And I can't trust no other bitch
because I'm starting to see woman as the enemy
I saw you texting with the dude and it was cool
because you told me you and him were just friends
Then I caught you in the bed,
let it slide,
took you back,
and then you went and fucked the same dumb nigga again!
What the fuck bitch?
I gave my all to you
There's a kid that no ones knows about and
me and you both know that I'm the father too,
that means I am apart of you, you went and broke my heart in two,
then stabbed me in the back and
watched me bleed pulled an pulled an audible
Fuck!
How you think this gon end?
Cause I been dealing with depression
Social media attention
They expect me to be happy but I'm fucking depressed
Ye I swear I'm fucking depressed.
All the money in the world don't mean a thing if you can't
share it with somebody that you love and that you fucking respect
Do you know how it feels to be awake
but all you want to do is go back to sleep
because reality suffocating pushing on your chest so
all you want to do is go and live your life in ya dreams?
Do you know how it feels when the
person that you love doesn't love you back,
when say the right things but their actions are
opposite of everything they tell you everyday to relax?
Bitch I would of killed for u!
Man fuck all of this music I'd pass up on a deal for you!
Other niggas tried to fuck I swear I only saw the real in you!
You cheated twice!
And now I can't deal with you!
It's Dax