Shameful Pride

I know youre here for me, if only for the moment
Exactly as I need you, open mind, no condolence
I find solace in this comfort, pure aggression
Drains my body every time as the stressing starts to lessen
Feel me? I get a rise from this excitement
Between me and you, youre the only one invited
Despite the hollowness of dollars Im full of what I need
A valueless souls full attention, distracted cause its free
Dont envy me, Im empty too the pains what Im believing
Makin it your job to make me God provide me some new peace
So relieving that youre leaving me right after dues are paid
It brings me shameful pride to ask you but I wonder can you stay
(Hook)
Can you stay, just for the moment?
I need you here, although Im better off alone its crazy (2x)
(Verse 2)
Im feeling so low Im lifted, this temporary high
Got me lost and conflicted, Im treading through the sky
Just you and I, dont resist it erase the protocol
The epitome of error, proof there isnt one for all
But all for many, you give me plenty; you think I give you more
Were all losing, this allusion that we better offs a whore
And a bore, ill close my eyes and let you do all the work
Surf the tides back up to shore, my self-esteem the outskirts
What is worth, what you asking for, what I need is just a fraction
Acting first, an endless curse manifests our interaction
Heartless passion, engaged in a recipe for pain
Im the catalyst the advocate of mental prideful shame
(Hook)