Secret Loser

Trapped in a lonely body, I'm losin' control
Can't show my emotions and I'm losing my soul
Could it be that I'm obsessed with feeding my disease
I couldn't make it known the hidden things that no one sees

Yeah loser, I'm a secret loser
Loser, I'm a secret loser

Fighting a losing battle pretending to win
Repenting to holy unknowns pretending to sin
All I do is hide the wounds where blood just won't congeal
Couldn't ever take my soul 'cause isn't there to steal

Yeah loser, I'm a secret loser
Loser, I'm a secret loser now

Though I'm the loser, there is no winner
There's nothing left to win
The hidden reasons now in deletion are lost in sin

So heed my warning, the time is dawning
I'll tell you here's the twist
The truth is lying below the surface I don't exist

Loser, I'm a secret loser
Loser, I'm a secret loser now

Seeing is not believing, it don't mean a thing
Although it appears to be that the loser is king
I can understand that what you see you think is real
But underneath the surface is a wound that cannot heal

Yeah loser, I'm a secret loser
Lose, I'm a secret loser

Lose, I'm a secret loser
Lose, I'm a secret loser

Lose, I'm a secret loser
Lose, I'm a secret loser