Screams Of The Undead

Every single time I feel the burn, I try to throw it away
A fast fix for the brokenness of everyday
It's like the pain is building up, it's swelling up
I've got to choke it down and break it down until it's broke down

It's like a shard of glass, it's like a broken piece
Of everything I hate, it's everything in me
A burnt heart stains black the blood it flows
A dead soul will overshadow

Push it out, it's everything you never were
Push it out, I want to see it shatter
And everyday, I see my life rewind
Tearing through dreams, I find I'm wide awake

And even when it's wrong
I start to learn, and then I do it again
I reach out to grasp and get a broken hand
And everyone is going to turn their backs

I want to take them down
And strike them down and leave them struck down
It's like I'm made to fail with everything I gain
Just an infected piece in a defective game

My two hands give birth to nothing right
A black past is an effective foresight

Push it out, it's everything you never were
Push it out, I want to see it shatter
And everyday, I see my life rewind
Tearing through dreams, I find I'm wide awake

And everything is building up
A pale heart is an empty cup
If nothing ever changes, I'm breaking down, giving up
Burn it out, let it go, break it all, lose control

Force it out, bring it through, pass it down, make it new
Kill the pain, scrape it off, leave it here, make it stop
Tear it down, bleed it out, all the hate, see it straight
No one ever told me that it would all stay the same

Everyday I fall on shards of my hatred and shame