Salamander

I'm sorry for my mistakes
I never knew I could act so strange
I always wanted to make sense
But I never intended to hurt you
With the things I never said

Bending forwards and back
Losing myself when I needed me most
I've learned that I have a lot to learn
This indecisiveness I get lost
This isnt the last time I will fall from grace

I need to be small before I can be strong
I tried the best I could to be kind
I'd like your respect but I'd rather keep mine
Its too late and I dont know why
I cant take you I cant take you to heart

Its too long and its too wide
I cant cross and I just dont think its right