Room 19

Its been so long since youve been here
And Im dying, is there something you would like to say?
Just drop the present on the shelf by the flowers
And make the feeling go away
Looking back I cant recall who was listening
When I used to walk the streets at night
Like a bird that used to sing, I was flying
I was happy all the time and its hard to look back

Better days and diffrent ways i cant explain
another song to sing it all was simplified
Dont know now whats it's about,
What have i learned to live without?
It takes a day to live a life

I cant believe the way the world is
So diffrent
Look what the lines in my face have made
Living in my bed im right next to the road
The one that goes the other way, takes me to a diffrent place

Did you know that i was just as young as you
I had a job, a home, a family, and a car
Did you say that yesterday or just right now?
You'll never know the feeling of my bleeding heart