Luyện nghe bài hát Right Next Door To Hell

I'll take a nicotine, caffeine, fix
Jesus ya git tired of turnin' tricks
But when your innocence dies, you'll find the
Seems all our were born to lose
walkin' through time you believe this heat
Another empty house another dead end
Gonna rest my an' sit for a spell
This of heaven is close to hell

Right next door to
Why you write a letter to me?
I said, "I'm right next door to
An so many are on me"
Right next door to
I got nowhere to be
next door to hell
Feels like the walls are in on me

My Mama never really said to me
She was too young and scared ta be
Hell Freud might say that's what I
But all I really ever get is
An most my friends feel the same
Hell we don't even ourselves to blame
But times are and thrills are cheaper
As your get shorter your pockets get deeper

Right next to hell
Why you write a letter to me?
I said, "I'm right next door to
An so eyes are on me"
Right next to hell
I never thought is where I'd be
But I'm next door to hell
time'll stand still for me

you

Not bad kids stupid ones
Yeah we thought we'd own the
An gettin' used was fun
I said, "We're not sad kids just ones yeah
Flowin' through life not anyone"
So much out there still so to see
too much to handle, time's too much for me
It me up the walls, drives me out of my mind
Can you tell me what means?