Fuck dreams I'm living dreams, on the side of the curb Tryna figure out how the fuck I would The emotions I'm feeling now combined in a word But fuck that, I'll leave it to the in a verse Since a younger Kid I in love With this rap game, addictive a compelling buzz shit gets me high quicker than any selling drugs Even with the boys and the fake felon thugs But now I'm at the of no return No other choice now but to make dough and I'm every year as I grow and learn Feeling close to breaking at times but I'm going firm Seeing who ain't on a level to compete Yet to my views, they get treble in a week And that ain't even jealousy dead 'em on a beat But I need to move fast, revving as I speak Cause, too many I've had pennies in a bunch Tryna count up to fill my bell with some lunch And if there ain't enough, the deli's getting munched Seeing rich boys, I was any of the cunts Coming home, stressed from the lack of funds Everywhere I look in Benghazi it's a sack of Pricks chatting about shanks and guns Blaming all self-made problems off the back of slums Feeling like this all a mess Every corner that I turn is a of stress on wrong turns and small regrets Wondering if this is really all a test So I put the under my fee Pen and pad in my pocket and wander the Til I don't know the way home, heart under my And let it bleed ink the sheet
So let Road, me wherever she goes While I to the future or memories old When I need any stress froze when I come down Reverie Road A place where flows Where none of life's problems or go Where no, doors of thought can be closed to Reverie Road 2]
A life of uncertainty A world of chaos that we try and run I'm just as lost as each of us Stuck with the way Earth, unmercifully Brings Bad happened when I was a fetus Left my Mum broke on her lonely to us With a nuts kid growing, if you'd only of us! Dodging different bailiffs every hoping to meet us Always as fuck, living lower class in the strife No family to turn to and ask for It's pretty dark for the first half of my life If karma exists, the next should be sparkling But fame and ain't what I'm thirsty for I wanna be stable by the time I'm 34 Not still tryna buss rhymes, dirty poor Struggling to survive in an estate on them murky But can I make it on this Every song I've made has been illustrated the heart But Rap now, ain't appreciated for the art And you ain't considered shit if you make it to the charts Regardless though I adjourn rap I'm too far down this road now to turn This is a part of my life and that's a fact be doing this 'til I'm nothing more than an urns ash This ain't like any road I can When I'm here I'm free from the world to Speak the heart, I'm already broken if I'm Supposed to Something this close to So I put the road my feet Pen and pad in my pocket and the street Til I don't know the way home, under my sleeve And let it bleed ink the sheet