Luyện nghe bài hát Return To Innocence Lost

Muffled sound of fist on
Blows to chest, no breath, air
You ain't nothing but white trash,
With each hit, each kick, each rib
Crack, crack, bones are
crying and bleeding and pleading

And then, daddy wants to
Dick hard, swelled power rush
And as if all that wasn't
Mommy's seven months with birth
As daddy and cursed drunk nothings in her bloodied ear

First
First son will hear
And forget

Mommy bled to death when she have him, finally
She'd lost three
Uterus bruised, shredded, and weak being daily beat
And Friday were the worse
And daddy never came flowers

he spent hours at some corner spot
With some bar pop named
Putting his down soiling mommy's sheets with
talk shit, Cookie's cheap lipstick
Hair grease, sperm, and jezebel

To with the good news that he was a father for the first time
His thirst for wine and clouded his vision
No welcome for mother and son
Just the rank of ass crack, funk, and cum
But mommy's prayerful strength, her defense
She burned the dirty linens, a fresh bed

sleeping first son down and never made a sound
As she purged her scourge with birth blood and quiet
as her fears and love and sacrifice
Lie in his soft skin and new life
Breathing, dreaming, from God's eye
little survivor like her

Mommy called and scorned, 'cause she too more born
One boy after the girl much later and
Although they were both the same lullabies of hate
Her first son, the first one, whose womb was profaned
Came of age playing games with Stevie, Rezzie, and little brother
'Till his heart start to wither in pain and

mom for the wrong she let daddy do to her and him
Let sins of the father cause his to wander
Found out thieves chose to squander his dreams
Stopped believing in himself, become prodigal with his
Make impossible right with gang ties, crime, lies
Erase wise, words of mother
Replaced them with absurdities of others who had also their way

Played a different kind of street now
First son plunged deep, speak family vows
no causes but his own
See, he couldn't protect mommy's neck from daddy's
Or protect mommy's ass daddy's wrath
Couldn't shield her ears daddy's foul mouthed, liquor breath jeers

His defense, served to be confidence
Brown housed his swift descent
Phones called cops on frequent for his shenanigans
Now, and him twins in addiction
Driven to false hearted heavens and friends by liquefied
Had become what he despised conception 'til end

Destined for a demise, survived lives of staying high
Conning, pawning, arrests, theft
Womanizing, only for money, for sex
in chest, baseball bat to the head left for dead
So, eyes and glassy, speech, slowed and slurred
Lips twitched caked up codeine candy and mouth corners

One December 24th Mr. and false friend
Took ride to suburban supplier
Shots were fired by the man with shaky hand
But not shaky enough to hit, lost boy in back
So called friend runs for door, leaves first son born
alone in blood on cold floor
Death was the cost of to innocence lost

Baby 'sis awake for dawn on Christmas
To mommy's sobs and shakes, daddy's silhouettes of
All past omitted and by lost
As they clung to each other,