Luyện nghe bài hát Retention

I'm and contused alone now feeling confused one more time
I'm up animosity has been struck up
You supposed to be my friends this not so good thing how it ends
There is no way to make amends to my knees - I'm screaming

Beat down and raised up half fills the loving cup
Our bonding now breaking been - now I'm taking
Tried hard to be the best I could home with violence how good
Acting as told I should again I'm down and bleeding this pattern
repeats - around me
Spiralling round me - this repeats.
Respect - no way man I'm it's out of hand
The time has come to close the door I can't take this anymore
You're anal and you make me sick so get the right off my dick
You filthy lying whores I just can't take this any fucking more
I'm lonely and I've a blank worked so hard with no thanks
Push through dirt to find the way out left alone in the house of
The face that at me is dead killed by the bad things in my head
Push me if you dare I'm past the point of pretending to care
I'm starting to wonder what are for.