Restless Nights

It's 3 AM and I can't sleep at all.
I'm wide awake instead, so many thoughts have found their way into my head.
I ask myself what it is that's making me feel uneasy.
Why do I feel like this? I shouldn't be feeling like this.

'Cause I am trying, I know you're lying when you say things are fine.
But we both knew what we were getting into, this happens every time.
These restless nights and hollow days,
You feel no need to change your ways.
And all this time, I failed to see,
The things that I had hoped for were never meant to be.

So what's it gonna take for us to figure all this out?
'Cause I've only got two weeks left here and right now my head is filled with doubt.
Don't take this time for granted, 'cause when I'm gone you'll wish you hadn't.
And appreciate this for what it is, 'cause pretty soon you're not gonna have it.

'Cause I am trying, I know you're lying when you say things are fine.
But we both knew what we were getting into, this happens every time.
These restless nights and hollow days,
You feel no need to change your ways.
And all this time, I failed to see,
The things that I had hoped for were never meant to be.

You never know what you have until you lose it.
If this is what you really want, then now's your time to prove it,
This is your time to prove it.
And all I wanna know is where did we go wrong,
'Cause I'm sick to death of losing sleep and I'm sick of writing sad songs.

These restless nights and hollow days,
You feel no need to change your ways.
And all this time, I failed to see,
The things that I had hoped for were never meant to be.
Meant to be.