Remorse

I've lied to myself.

And you can't bare to see what I'm gonna be
All I know is that I'm lost in this sea of beliefs
That you've made for me
You weren't there for me,
But you throw it in my face after all we failed to see

I'm speechless as it occurs to me
I'll recreate the life that I never had
I should've kept the real me to myself
And let the confidence just go to your head

And pulling apart those memories
Is more like pulling teeth
Now all that we share are these two feet
Yeah

It seems to me this cycle's endless
I'm proud to be here, I'm not hopeless
We have no more time to coalesce
Can you get that through your fucking head?

With all the hurt
With everything that built up
It's buried in the dirt
There's the trust that I had
Making peace

I've been trying to feel anything but remorse for you
Remorse for you
Remorse for you

I'm speechless as it occurs to me
I'll recreate the life that I never had
I should've kept the real me to myself
And let the confidence just go to your head

And pulling apart those memories
Is more like pulling teeth
Now all that we share are these two feet

And when you break, before I break
I'll bury you away
Before you fall back on your fate
Before I break,
I'd find more comfort in the shade
With the mad man that I've made

And you've become what I could never foresee
Without a frame of mind, without a single memory, in me

And you've become what I could never foresee
Without a frame of mind, without a single memory
A memory