Real

now that i am back out there
once more scared
misgivings haven't gone
inside this human race
no touch of grace
and still no place to go
i know it's up to me
to decide if this is real
but i'm walking and fro
always thinking about the ways i chose
welcome back yesterday ... not far away ... i'll keep an eye on you
tell me how could i forget all the angers i once had
should i start again ... to find the same ... that i once left behind
when tell me why should i forget all these dreams that i still have
another time ... another turn, i thought
but now i know that's wrong
this life will still remain the same
if i don't change a thing myself
i know it's up to me ...