Raspberry

Held in hands, a warm cup of skin
Always taken in by peers and friends
And the heightened fears over the years
Now I know I'm not like everyone

And in this head I see the ground you came from
Unknown and undug from where you were staying
In a backyard bed until we came together

Raspberry in my hand, you feel alright
But I don't know if I am
Oh, I can't change what I am right now
But I'll be fine in the next life

I know I can say, I'm honest with myself
And with my red tasty gem
And sure they will try, but they can't take away
My secret loving friend

And on a good day, my mind is like the country
Green, wide open, a breath of zen
That's nice on the eyes, lonely, yeah
Without a prayer

Raspberry in my hand, you feel alright
But I don't know if I am
Oh, I can't change what I am right now
But I'll be fine in the next life

Take the trip that I have
I am at risk
But I guess you know

I guess you know
I guess you know
I guess you know
You know I guess

Explosions from the goldfish bowl
And visions of blue girls crying stars

The more the garden sings
The, the harder it gets to stay in
There are a lot of choices
So many voices ruling me

So many of them at once
Yelling, "Oh, everything's a mess"
I know

And if you catch on a good day
Yeah, my mind is like the country
Green, wide open, a breath of zen
That's nice on the eyes, lonely, yeah

Raspberry in my hand, you feel alright
But I don't know if I am
Oh, I can't change what I am right now
But I'll be fine in the next life