Luyện nghe bài hát Rain Water

(Various Samples)
The question was raised to me the day
why I seem to always joy.
Well I'd like to take time to set the straight.
All the joy I've known has disappeared...

(Brother Ali)
Uh, into motherfuckin' air.
Like it's never even there.
My joy done me y'all.
Shit I never hang my man.

And God's rain water through the same gutter
that we walk today, stay brave brotha.
you your lip stiff, keep your fist clenched.
At times you gotta kick way through this bitch.

1
And I can't stop guilty smilin'.
A wise man once told me every cloud has a silver linin'.
I to believe him but its a trick to find em'
the people around me continue dyin'.
Grandad was in the twilight of his
when he his eyes tight and opened his wrists wide.
What a tenth round fighter with a winning score
decide he to throw the towel before the whistle blow?
Maybe I'll never know, but I inherited his soul
so the yet to show.
Is so obscene that death's more serine?
Or was an old auther trying to his own closing scene?
Nothin stings like knowin that the woman who gave me life is being eaten from the inside.
I thought we'd never make right.
I wish I'd viewed it once clear
before you were here.
That's two in one that I let leave here,
me, without shedding one single tear.
Either I'm one of the strongest left
or should stone me for even trying to steal breath.

X2

2
They say "Shit, scrapper, you all by ain't ya?"
Damn straight, I got a cell nature.
Been up but I've never been settled in.
got tough, started developing leather skin.
I learned to make that that tells predators
it's better to reassess just who you to wrestle with.
I'm on one like the first drum of the beat.
Clear my lungs, blood on the street.
They tellin me we got to fear but fear itself
but I fear I have no human left.
Someday I'm gonna peel back these calluses
and feel life again and that where my challenge is.
been kickin and bitin for so long
that when throw me a rescue rope I'll be too weary to hold on
and see the light. So I sing through the
in the key of life, the way a ego might.

X2

My joy done me ya'll.
She don't show her around these parts.
Every she come she gets chased off,
so she distant.

3
If it weren't for me squintin he know the sun was out.
I every word that come out of his fuckin mouth.
Ladies treat him special, don't know bout him.
If they saw what his wife see they fuss about him.
He can't do right but rap and make babies
and babies need daddy at consistent,
but rap keep on the road religious.
So even in my two loves my is so conflicted.
My son came into world innocent
and he deserves that needs to live in it.
And this I made for him is broken,
I'm hopin his love for me will never thin.
It daddy to know and to know when
you were at the hospital I'm out tryin to rock a show.
I made a vow that we'd be broke again
and I'd be a burden on another friend.
So when sweated on my farewell stage,
when I've my last hook in my last rhyme book,
I get the last nod of approval from my family,
this is the man I to be.

X4

Sometimes I feel like I'm almost gone. You ever felt way?