Quiet Day

Hello, can anybody tell me how, how to love with my full heart?
When I think about the day we might say good bye
Cause I don't want to look too far into the future,
but it scares me not to leave it up to me.

And that is why I hope it's ok for me to just be now,
I just need to have a quiet day
And watch things fade away
I think I'll just sit here and watch you all go by.

To look past this moment, this day, it's exciting,
but it is too big to imagine for me.
Why do things have to change?
I am a brushstroke on a big canvas that's not by me.

And that is why I hope it's ok for me to just be now,
I just need to have a quiet day
And watch things fade away
I think I'll just sit here and watch you all go by.

And I'm trying to form my own treatment,
rather than clinging to a greater after ideal.
But now where is my light?
I'm stumbling in the darkness and I'm trying to find my own way to follow through.

And that is why I hope it's ok for me to just be now,
I just need to have a quiet day
And watch things fade away
I think I'll just sit here and watch you all go by