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It's Christmas in the Montgomery home Daddy's actin' all crazy got herself a bloody nose Daddy her in the face again Why they always gotta so much? damn Momma face Me and my bros in a panic If thats the case, yo I can't just around this was fine, we just had dinner We got all the Battle Cat, and Cringer, even Castle Greyskull and Snake Mountain
Now we sit and listen to y'all argue how y'all planned this day And y'all just admitted to us Santa So Kid Vishis just ran poutin' Now I gotta go and him He wasn't nothin' but a spoiled little boy Little naive with an cry All he ever wanted to do was fit in us And bought him a pair of fake and put in a real Timberland box I never forget them boots, they was Rugged Outbacks
Momma went and them at Payless and us promise not to say nothin' Then Pop came in he ain't know nothin' about it Like, "Judy you gon' send boy out in public like that?" "He'll be fine, these ain't 'bout to be looking down at his feet for no treat" And she really that Meanwhile, this little nigga called himself stuntin' on me and with him talkin' about, "where your Timbs at?" But he was too young to sarcasm so we was like, "nigga, your Timbs at?"
It's Thanksgiving in the home just came in here drunk again Now tryna' cover for him, she afraid my Daddy gone punch him Why you get drunk so much? damn! I wish you would just stay you was at instead of coming home all rude and all our father all the rules and shit, man
The mood switched me and Vicious playing Connect Four Our Favorite just came on the tube and it's ironic Bloodsport And I'm looking at Frank Dux and shit, thinkin' you should Before come down these stairs of this basement and see you But he just cut me off like, "That ain't gon' do shit"
But the truth is he couldn't whoop my dad even if he was I know 'cause he tried Ended up unconscious, a broke arm and a tooth was My big bro got a lot of emotional He feel that we was all abused as He saw Momma get down all kinds of like a ragdoll when he was two
And this is back Daddy used to sniff cocaine, poor thang He had to be subjected to this when he gets He to losing it He gets the that he gon' protect us all from the Big Bad Wolf Stand up to him and prove shit But all he really is stressing Mom out Gotta her goin', "boy you know daddy up there asleep The is ready, why don't you stop making all this noise and let him sleep?"
The Turkey's done in the home Dad has been awakened again is making all kinds of noise Daddy's on his way again "Who is that making all that God damn Greggy, get up here! You been out there again? What the I tell you about coming in my house this disrespectful shit? Nigga where the you don' been?"
I'm thinking to myself Greg please don't say stupid, man Every time my in his drawers and he standing in the mad at somebody, I to God he got the same strength as Superman My turned around and just walks in the kitchen Without even an answer, with his back to him like "I ain't gotta to you nigga" "Nigga, you hear me talking to you?" Next my brother did is something when it comes to my father is something you just don't do He looked him right in his eyes and he him, "what the fuck is you do?"
My hit him so hard his body hit the stove The oven door hit the fucking The turkey fell out the oven whole and landed the stairs Now Daddy over Greg talkin' 'bout, "Nigga, you hurt! Get up, get up!" And come Vish' talkin' 'bout, "Dad, I don't think he get up" Then Momma damn near hysterical She the police, the police came is all in the street watching the cops my father out in handcuffs Damn, man that was real embarassing
To all my friends I up with or grew up fatherless I know me you live vicariously I want you to know we ain't no better you and yours We all therapy We care about each other more we about if anybody understands us I'm tryin' say is "fuck you! " and Happy from the Montgomery family
Every man reaches that in life Where he don't want to make no more more Life took me on a rollercoaster I've been up I've down all the ribbons and my came
Took me on Turned around and then me on lows Oh Then I think it I use shit as fuel Then I changed it "power" Now can't you it? you feel it?
That I'm a grown man "power" Yeah, let me you say yeah If you was raised in a strict home me alone like me and it gave you "power"
You can do it too just at me See I'm a man with "power" Yeah, everybody say If you don't know the meaning of been through so much ain't nobody can do to you
Now can't you it? run away This is how I A man with "power"
You can do it too If I can do it Use "power"
I was a I was a There nothing you can do to me Do to me
"When you were a growing up with grandad and granny Did you really feel like grandad was a father to you?" Absolutely, absolutely. All my daddy's was walking out on them left and right. Y'know he never us, he was always there for us. Y'know there were a lot of things happened I didn't understand. Maybe I might not answered the question the same way I was a teenager, but I understand and appreciate him so more now: as a man. Y'know 'cause he taught me and discipline and for your acts. So of course
"Do you his approach as a father really shaped the of father that you are today, or do you in some ways it had negatives to it, and if so, what of negative traits do you try to avoid as a father right now, to me?"
When you have own you'll understand