Porphyria (Envy)

Wake up! Don't open your eyes!
Keep them closed. You're afraid of the flies.
Now open up and you're going to see
that this fucking nightmare was not only a dream.
You can see clearly now although it is dark
longing for brightness from inside of your heart.
But you'll never reach it in this very life.
There is just no chance to feel what it's like
to be infront of the light
to be infront of the light
of the light
of the light

of the light
of the light
of the llight

I'm not hole I am only a few.
Just guess, I'm even less when I think of you.
Meeting you is like burning in hell.
The pain's so bad I can hardly tell.
My deepest needs go hand in hand with you
on the path where I'm damned to screw.
A step to the window could be my certain end.
I will not bow, bother or bend.
Thoughts are nothing only actions do count.
They say stay here and lay down on the ground.
But I'm not listening.
You could probably guess
I need you and I will never confess
I will never confess
never confess

There is just no chance to feel what it's like
to be infront of the light
to be infront of the light
of the light
of the light
of the light
of the light
of the light