Pointless Beauty

Everything is saying eat me drink me everywhere I look
Trying to reel in the biggest catch but I barely have a hook
Whats the point of speculation I want to feel it in my hands
That thing that lit an ancient spark in primordial men
Yeah
Once upon a time I was a reptile, somewhere I still am
I tend to act so civilized just because I can
But what about the secret that you whispered to me when you were high
When you were young the doors were open but the moment passed you by
All I want is a pointless beauty everybody is trying to explain
All I want is a pointless beauty
I cant remember my name
All I want is a pointless beauty
So pretty we all might explain
All I want is a pointless beauty
Thatll make me forget all that I know
Sometimes I think I might collapse under the weight of my own wise
But then I take a nap lying next to you and suddenly everything is fine
I guess its kind of like a dress rehearsal Im waiting for the time
Theres a void that Im resisting because Im afraid to lose my mind
I dont want to lose my mind
All I want is a conversation between the two other sides
All I want is your consummation, because I got nothing to hide
All I want is a pedal to me, with the boxes full of such junk
All I want is your pointless beauty, its on the tip of my tongue
Its all for nothing, every cell is telling me, its all for nothing
Its just another memory
Its all for nothing, every cell is telling me, its all for nothing
All I want is her pointless beauty, so that its too much to take
When her images pass right through me, I cant remember my name
And you know that Ill always love you, even when I barely was there
All I want is her pointless, to show her how much I care.
To show you how much I care.