Perverse Suffering

Lusting for eternal pain
Begging to be tortured
Agony brings relief
I am insane

Indulging in self-mutilation
To satisfy my need again
The pain severe from severed veins
Curing me of deprivation, pain I crave

Euphoric state of butchery
Reveling in gore and blood
Pain I save

Igniting visions of the past
Dismembered bodies never found
Pain, I gave

Deranged by my deviance
Savage goal to maim and kill
Obsessed with my cruelty
Vicious ways for me to die

Sado-masochistic rage
Horrific daze, reality
Pleasure from sadistic intent
Driven by my lust for pain

Punishment, my way of life
Suffering intensifies sacrifice
Brutal frenzy, no control
Perverse actions gratify

Wretched abnormality
Condoning inhumanity, suicide
Carnivorous abusiveness
Boiling sawn-off testicles

Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy
Lechery dominates my misery
Tortured eternally, torment inside of me
Disturbing impulses living in agony

Rancid degenerate craving impalement
Demented destiny, not fearing agony
Excruciating hunger that I need to feed
Soon to be slaughtered, dead maliciously

Tortured eternally, torment inside of me
Disturbing impulses, living in agony
Rancid degenerate craving impalement
Demented destiny, not fearing agony

Deranged by my deviance
Savage goal to maim and kill
Obsessed with my cruelty
Vicious ways for me to die

Sado-masochistic rage
Horrific daze, reality
Pleasure from sadistic intent
Driven by my lust for pain