Perfect On Paper

There are so many reasons
Why I should say I'm sorry
Should I start with the cheating
And end with the lying?

And I tried to chalk it up
To low self esteem
I guess my selfishness
Got the best of me

And I tried to tell them all
In each interview
That I've been nothing
But good to you

And I don't hate myself
Just the things I do
But I hope you can see
That I'm trying to improve