Luyện nghe bài hát Part 1: Reverbed Silence Intro

It's a minute, been waiting and listening
Biding my time swear time is different
Blood on the floor, it's not you think it is
on walls got me losing myself and I'm pissed
Call me an idiot, tell me I'm wrong, me I'm ignorant
Buy me a I don't want to remember this,
Got No regrets for of our differences.
for doors and windows so I can escape
I'm looking at bones of bodies of men in the
right next to an array of
keep saying my future is
but this so dark that I stepped on the shades
Tell me I'm free so I can at you and tell you
why I feel I spend life in a cage.
Tell me that I can out,
shit I been looking between these for days
I believe I deserve the pain
so I up a match and set it ablaze.
when I was in middle school momma me
to get over this pain it's only a
At 26 I'm it's funny
still feel like I'm lost in the maze.
And music is my therapy I know that funny
Shout out to Nate cuz I must forgot
if it wasn't for him then it probably be
to want people to like me, that wouldn't help
What's the of trying to reach people
if I can barely myself.
I look at the the same as I look at the mirror
tainted,
dark clouds prevents pictures from getting
I know, you may be I'm crazy,
but that's I call myself
I live in a where everybody got they hands out
offering help.
Lay in bed I sleep, look at food I can't eat
Come to I aspirate, can barely think
Nobody anything that I say anymore
My head has only been on revenge and settling scores.
So do you do when you hurt, and don't want to speak anymore
are good but my blood is dirty, you see it come out of my pores
I don't want to be the guy rapping bout money and banging whores
all I get when I turn on the radio, I don't want to hear anymore
Dove said that the worse thing for mental health is the isolation
But this is
I want to be around people who limited in their conversation
Like a hospital that's its doors, the lights off and I'm losing patience.
Have you ever scream out at the top of your lungs
Have you ever wanted to cry about it but don't come
Have you wanted to change it, I wish I could
Im rushing the day I can myself and throw away The Renegade for good.
all in my head, I had to give him a name.
I thought he was in the comics, but is infesting my brain.
So I'm gonna just in the corner and be quiet.
And let him do the in the dead of the silence.