Luyện nghe bài hát Part 1: Reverbed Silence Intro

It's been a minute, waiting and listening
Biding my time swear time is different
Blood on the floor, it's not you think it is
Writings on got me losing myself and I'm pissed
Call me an idiot, me I'm wrong, tell me I'm ignorant
Buy me a I don't want to remember this,
Got No regrets for of our differences.
Looking for doors and windows so I can
I'm looking at of bodies of men in the corner
right next to an of blades
keep my future is bright
but this so dark that I stepped on the shades
Tell me I'm so I can look at you and tell you
why I like I spend life in a cage.
Tell me that I can out,
shit I looking between these bars for days
I really I deserve the pain
so I up a match and set it ablaze.
I was in middle school momma told me
to get over this it's only a phase
At 26 I'm laughing funny
cause feel like I'm lost in the maze.
And music is my therapy I know that it's
Shout out to Nate cuz I have forgot
if it for him then it probably wouldn't be
used to want to like me, that wouldn't help
What's the point of trying to people
if I can barely myself.
I look at the world the same as I look at the
tainted,
dark clouds pictures from getting clearer
I know, you may be I'm crazy,
but what I call myself
I live in a where everybody got they hands out
offering help.
Lay in bed I can't sleep, look at I can't eat
Come to I aspirate, can barely think
Nobody understands anything that I say
My head has been stuck on revenge and settling scores.
So what do you do you hurt, and don't want to speak anymore
Intentions are good but my blood is dirty, you see it come out of my
I don't want to be the guy just rapping bout and banging whores
That's all I get when I turn on the radio, I don't to hear anymore
Dove said the worse thing for your mental health is the isolation
But is incarceration
I don't want to be around who limited in their conversation
Like a hospital that's closing its doors, the off and I'm losing patience.
Have you ever wanted scream out at the top of your
you ever wanted to cry about it but tears don't come
Have you ever wanted to it, I wish I could
Im rushing the day I can find myself and away The Renegade for good.
He's all in my head, I had to him a name.
I thought he was just in the comics, but is my brain.
So I'm gonna just in the corner and be quiet.
And let him do the talking in the of the silence.