Paranoid

Never know when someone come and try to take my life
I been sleepin' with the .44 like every night
In the whip I pray to God I don't see flashin' lights
God damn, they right behind me

And I wake up everyday
I wake up everyday with this anxiety
And you know where I stay
Come alone on my place
And they following me

Two hundred bands under the floor in the kitchen
A little more been watchin' the ceilin'
Even family and friends started switchin'
Ever since I got that check, seen a mention

Eyes open, I see you, I'm watchin' you
More people wanna be you, don't trust no one

Tell me why I can't get no relief
Wonderin' when they'll come for me
A paranoid man makes paranoid plans
I'll do what I can, but it's out of my hands
Strugglin' just to find my peace

Sometimes feel like I got no friends
Can't trust a soul like I'm Snowden
Right by the back, keep it loaded
Lord, have mercy if they broken

I don't ever sleep, yeah, I'm wide awake
If you try to pull up to my place
Beamer's gonna hit you a mile away
I promise, one of us gonna die today

Helicopters in the sky
No, he can't escape the eyes
Politicians and the lies
Tell me, what's the point in pickin' sides?

Tell me why I can't get no relief
Wonderin' when they'll come for me
A paranoid man makes paranoid plans
I'll do what I can, but it's out of my hands
Strugglin' just to find my peace

Ay, mind is runnin' all day
Cost me more than money and I'm payin' the price, yeah
I ain't goin' nowhere
Killin' myself so I can make me a life, yeah
Minute after minute, never had a limit
Woke up every morning, knew that I just had to get it
Windows always tinted, you ain't lookin' in it
Either way, I know they'll come for me again

Tell me why I can't get no relief
Wonderin' when they'll come for me
A paranoid man makes paranoid plans
I'll do what I can, but it's out of my hands
Strugglin' just to find my peace