Paralyzed

Late at night I'm beginning to see
What the world has been hiding from me.
Laying out all the stones and the sand,
Hold 'em up in the palm of my hand.
Little pieces of something that was,
It fell apart and it turned into dust.
Worn away by the passing of time,
It's the one thing you cannot defy.
Paralyzed, I lie their in the dark;
All the time I wonder where you are.
New illusions appear every day,
It's getting harder to wish them away.
They're coming through a hole in the sky,
I don't know where you light up my mind.
All in all you wore me like the rain;
Paranoia conquers everything.
Up above theirs a light in the air,
In my mind I will follow you there.
Calling out to the world down below,
If they'll hear my I never will know.
Paralyzed, I lie their in the dark;
All the time I wonder where you are.
Coming home through the dark,
Fading out, fell apart;
Rising up, through the skin,
Can't escape, never will