Luyện nghe bài hát Paralytic States

She could hear them fucking through those hotel walls
She babies crying, she heard laughter, she heard sirens
Red and blue lights flashing through those cheap hotel
spilled out on the porcelain
The overflowing

states of dependency
Our waking just a living dream
states of amazement
Never quite the that she wanted to be
quite the woman that she wanted to be

Spread out face down on stained cheap hotel sheets
She the last years of her life running from the boy she used to be
Cut her face wide
Shaved the bone down then pumped her up exaggerated
A fucked up of feminine

Never the woman that she wanted to be

Night time at the
was fighting in the hall
Thin chain lock to the world out
She held her breath till it was
Standing naked in front of that hotel mirror
In her dysphoria's reflection, she saw her mother's son

By the time the dropped, it was already over
No for the new year beginning tomorrow