Paradox

Kill me
Kill me

Driving down
Ending before it began
All over now
Darkened thoughts have forced my hand
I'm sinking down
Throw away the years of courage
Somehow
It'll be water under the bridge

Die to live and live to die
These are the rules that I must abide
Should this be the final page of my book?
The long fall down is higher than it looks

Time is running in reverse
You have amplified this curse
Diseased and shattered
I'm all out of time, out of mind

I'm sick of this world around me
The fate bound to me
The pain the drowns me out
I'm sick of this world around me
The fate bound to me
The pain that drowns me out

It's pouring down
Coming down cold, the pelting rain
I'm sinking down
And I'm submerged in disarray
Somehow
I will shut the lock inside my mind's cage

Die to live and live to die
These are the rules I must abide
Should this be the final page of my book?
The long fall down is higher than it looks

Time is running in reverse
You have amplified this curse
Diseased and shattered
I'm all out of time, out of mind

I'm sick of this world around me
The fate bound to me
The pain the drowns me out
I'm sick of this world around me
The fate bound to me
The pain that drowns me out

The pain that drowns me out
The pain that drowns me out

A split second to write my own fate
I'm numb to all that there is to gain
All the happiness makes my heart strain
Blacken my veins with self-disdain
My inner demon bores a hole so deep
He ensures I'll never be set free
From the darkest pit inside of me
'til I turn into someone I used to be

Jump
Jump, Kill me
Jump, Kill me