Pale

What to say? There is nothing I can do
I cannot manipulate the way I used to
See them everywhere, the decoys they sent up
Now they're all shot down as if it wasn't bad enough

I put it down 'cause it makes no sense, I put it down to experience
I'd leave it all but no matter where I wake up hard, I wake pale
For an hour I'll be anyone, for a week I swear I can be no one
The fact is lying still and the favors are all spent

What to say? There is nothing I can do
I cannot communicate, so I'll try harder not to