I toe the of self-indulgence Every I place my pen Upon the page and form the I but couldn't show 'til then And to myself I beg the Why do I masquerade As one to one and to else? If I, afraid Of what the of stating my cause might be, When I rant and and reason Do I write for or me? I believe is some merit In for one's self But why place the public What is left on the shelf? Though while I write I do not that What I pen is alone, Even this could be As are many I have Who swore, poor souls, that they The key to mysterious fate, in convincing some, But most could tell did but prate On subjects touching something cannot be unproven, or, In place of content, in tongues Yet know not whom they're for. No, I am not so; I do not I represent Some divine, but still I know I shall never be content To hold my tongue when I speak Or change my to suit the hour Or pinch a blush upon my To my joy at love gone sour. I do not wish to The that others place in me To lead the way to days, But dark is all I see. I for good, I toil for hope, No one can my intent But even who listen close Can mistake what I meant. My fear, come to realize, Is mainly this: I am wrong, That my is askew, I write shyte and call it song. Perhaps I'll always thus, Discount my merits, thoughts, and well, long as I still go forth And see this, my vision, leads. Strong is she who knows her And speaks it she may not please. Fortunate the hears such honest thoughts as these.