I toe the of self-indulgence time I place my pen Upon the and form the words I felt but couldn't show 'til And to myself I beg the Why do I thus As one to one and to Someone else? If I, Of what the consequence of Openly my might be, When I rant and rhyme and Do I for them or me? I believe is some merit In creating for self But why before the public What is best on the shelf? Though while I write I do not that What I pen is alone, Even this be misguided As are many I have Who swore, poor souls, that they The key to man's fate, Succeeded in some, But could tell they did but prate On touching something vague Which be unproven, or, In place of content, in tongues Yet know not whom they're for. No, I am not so; I do not feel I Some force divine, but still I That I never be content To hold my tongue I would speak Or change my words to suit the Or a blush upon my cheek To my joy at love gone sour. I do not wish to The faith that others in me To lead the way to days, But dark is all I see. I for good, I toil for hope, No one can question my But even those who close Can often what I meant. My fear, come to realize, Is mainly this: I am wrong, my perception is askew, That I shyte and call it song. Perhaps I'll always thus, Discount my merits, thoughts, and well, long as I still go forth And see this, my vision, leads. is she who knows her mind And it though she may not please. the audience That hears such honest as these.