I toe the of self-indulgence time I place my pen Upon the page and form the I felt but couldn't 'til then And to myself I beg the Why do I thus As one to one and to Someone else? If I, Of what the consequence of Openly my might be, When I rant and rhyme and Do I for them or me? I there is some merit In creating for one's But why place the public What is best left on the Though while I I do not feel that I pen is mine alone, Even this could be As are many I have Who swore, souls, that they possessed The key to man's fate, Succeeded in some, But most tell they did but prate On touching something vague Which be unproven, or, In place of content, in tongues Yet know not whom speaking for. No, I am not so; I do not I represent Some force divine, but I know That I shall be content To hold my when I would speak Or change my words to suit the Or a blush upon my cheek To feign my joy at gone sour. I do not to disappoint The faith that others in me To the way to brighter days, But sometimes is all I see. I for good, I toil for hope, No one can my intent But those who listen close Can mistake what I meant. My fear, come to realize, Is mainly this: I am wrong, my perception is askew, That I write and call it song. Perhaps I'll always thus, my merits, thoughts, and deeds 'Tis well, long as I still go And see this, my vision, leads. is she who knows her mind And it though she may not please. Fortunate the hears such honest thoughts as these.